[S]Te3L[Z] D|25p!riT

2009-03-28T21:30:00.003+08:00

For Money or Interest/Fun...

I've found a pathetic job near my hse. Currently working as a full timer and planning to quit anytime soon. I hope they fire me instead cause im not really interested in the job. I just want the MuNnEH~... The ppl inside there say if you want this job you have to work really hard... but i dont really care, seriously... After finding this job i was hoping NS would come sooner so i can quit the job and take a break. I rested for 3 weeks before i found the job. I was lazy and did not go around finding a more descent one.

My pay is crap, 1.2k a month minuse cpf 900++ not even a 1000. The working time is 10hrs a day. 6 days a week. I'm seriously lazy to find a job that's as crappy as this and so time consuming. On the bright side its a 5-10mins walk away from my house and I spend more time working instead of rotting at home. Working time is 11am - 9pm. Going to change to night the week after this which is 3pm - 1am. I dont really like night cause its beer beer beer... and i dont like the smell of beer at all. After this F&B job i will not find another F&B job again. I think its time consuming and not money effecient at all. I used to work 1hr $8 but i quit as the manager quit and i was doing my studies. Now im reduced to approx $5 an hr minus cpf is lesser. This is real crap stuff. Look at me i found a job and i want to be fired, while other people who dont have a job is willing to take up any job. Please tell me if you are desperate for a job i can give you mine...

So far in my F&B working life i have yet to break a cup or drop cups while holding them on a tray... Lets see if i would drop any in this place. I dont mind dropping since im not goin to pay for it anyway. The things i learned to do there are cutting fruits, making the different kind of drinks and serving people. I had fun learning how to make the drinks and making the drinks. But when you are filled with orders that is when you are stress and it wont be fun at that point of time. I've seen alot of people while working there, niao people, small gangsters, aunty and uncles, pretty girls, small kids. Almost all kinds of singaporeans and china people there is on this little boring island called singapore. This place i am working at is Civic Center's KTV PARTY WORLD some retard who printed the cards of the contacts of party world printed civil center. It made me laugh... So i say i was going to poon noobs i will have more storeys coming up about my working life so i can look through and laugh at them. As for today its my feelings about working at the KTV.

2008-12-31T18:13:00.003+08:00

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION

I wasnt really expecting this day to come nor was i looking forward to this day. But every year i must say i had my happiest moments that were made by family, friends and relatives. Who cares about the worst moments, only noobs worry pros dont. Thanks again for all those who read my shout outs and gave me ur warm messages... In life when we fall we have to accept it, you gotta take it like a man. While when we become successful we have to thank those who helped us, even the noobs who gave us a chance to show our leet skills. Without them you wont have pros. For the noobs who get pawn, just shut the fuck up and take it like a man.

So what will happen to me in the new year, i think i know very well. Ending up in NS at the 2nd half of the year. Im going in to pawn noobs in real life not in game anymore. So noobs please take it like a man. As for the first half of the year, im just going to work and earn MONEY. Money is important shyte, you cant live without money. I'm not being materialistic and shyte like that. You can use it to pawn more noobs as well, but if you are a noob you can donate the money to the pros so you wont waste the money, please put your money to good use. You might want to donate your money to me, i will be more than happy to accept your donations, i might even post shout outs to those noobs who donated.

Anyway the plan for 2009 firstly is to get pass poly smoothly, shun shun li li. Then to find a part time job where i can pawn noobs in real life and earn money. When i have the money i can go enjoy myself before entering NS. NS called me but i declined them and told them i would enter later with my friends. Enjoy the 1st half of my year, going on holidays or out with friends... To pawn noobs through out the year.

So the topic New Years Resolution. To become a better person in everyway i can. Pass my poly even though it is a sad thing. I really would miss my poly life cause of the love all my classmates gave me. I dont think i would have that love anymore. To pawn noobs. Lastly i think would be for everyone to be happy and take on the new year not to give up. Thats all before i go out to celebrate. For those who are at home i give you some love from me. Enjoy ur final moments of 2008. Alot more love from me to you guys and gals, take care.

Leaving the past behind, taking on the future infront... ROAR

2008-12-26T00:22:00.008+08:00

Retarded XmaZ

For this Xmaz summarize what i have done.

23rd Dec 2008
Went Xmaz shopping @ Taka. Walked around it has been quite sometime since i last went out of my home to have a good nice walk. Really appreciate it that ms accompanied me to walk around getting presents. Thanks alot for that and putting up with my nonsense the whole time. :) After that we went to Zhi Hui's House to celebrate Xmaz together with my poly classmates. We had a gift exchange event. I had a wonderful massager and we had alot of fun laughing around at the different presents we all had. Desmond started this thanks thingy and it made me kind of grateful actually wanted to thanks everyone for what they did for the past 3 years but it might sound kind of mushy so i cutted it short and just said i would like to thank everyone... And yea if i were to state what i thank everyone for i could have stated for each and everyone of them in that warm and full of friendship hall that we celebrated xmaz in. The only part i didnt enjoyed myself was when we were watching TV most of the time hahaha... =P Thanks for the memories guys =)

24th Dec 2008
Went to grandparents house. Initially wanted to have a stay over for that day but alot of us have something up the next afternoon. So in the end it was cancelled and here's the thing to my cousin... Dont worry it wasnt your fault we were all busy and couldnt always make it for last minute things aren't like when we were young we could stay over on such occasions. So played abit of mahjong with my cousins and siblings no money... Then later on played the game Taboo... It was so funny how my cousin discribed the word... She even link weird stuff but yea we had a little fun over there. This time there wasnt a xmaz tree or xmaz presents but we would all still remember the times we used to had @ our grandparents house. Really appreciate it even if it was the slightest or littlest thing that you guys did.

25th Dec 2008
A late Merry Xmaz to everyone. These few days i kept thinking of how much i would want to thank everyone for the things they did for me and even if my circle of friends were but they treated me so good everyone of them i wont forget all of you guys and what you all have done. Today there was a last minute event. Went out with my secondary school friends to celebrate XmaZ. We had lunch @ Ichiban and walked around. We ended up playing mahjong on XmaZ night hahahaa..... what an XmaZ. So unusual huh? but it was fun and i would like to thank my best friend Jian Lun for being such a good host everytime we put up at his home hahaha...

Shout Outs b4 the year ends

Wong Jian Lun - Best friend, treats me almost everything on earth and allowing me to be a part of his life. The one and only night buddy you cant find anywhere on earth! Advisor and MJ kaki =)

Xin Han - My cousin who always treats me and go around getting stuff and enjoying the times and things we did... Hang out cousin >_<

YiLing - BFF , had so much fun crapping on msn and in school. You can never do anything more stupid and have the craziest ideas with. Sometimes quite stupid and blur. Can be crazy sister hahaha...

LiTing - Taohu Brain. Talk about life experiences and some phsycological stuff with haha... Fun to suan as well...

Robin & Desmond - The WOW gang and funny classmates on earth. They quarrel sometimes, its fun to watch >_< Also the ones whom shared their lives with me during times and i really listened to their life stories which made them closer to me.

Justin - The philosopher. We always like to talk about things in life and i enlighten him as much as he enlightens me. Thanks for the long talks.

BroZ* - This group gave me the fun in my secondary school life. It was always good jokes and my first competitive arcade experience with. I missed those good times. Secret training and stuff like that hahaha...

PB - The secret trainer haha... had fun in the arcade and in real life 2gether. Even though it was the past i would remember it clearly.

KX - For being with me during those dota times and i really had fun in your house and enjoyed listening to your stories hahaha... i think my advise for u sux >_<

MIT0614 - This class is like my life during my poly years. Without them i wont know what fun i would have. I might have just been no life throught out those years so thanks alot!

Chu Xuan - Soccer times are good and the times we chat crap on msn. So gay with each other haha...

Jun Da - My hairy friend >_< crapping with this guy and suaning each other is good for health.

Daniel C - Thanks for the dota life and now crapping life we have haha... Always nonsense on msn even though it was little but they were memorable.

Cousins - Those who helped me and gave we a wonderful childhood. Almost the only place i would feel like home and be happy in most of my life.

Family - The most important thing thats in my life be it the moments where we wanted to kill each other when our jaws are nearly at each others necks or the times we had that were so joyous and warm that only a family can provide.

Noob MS - I feel entertained chatting with you everytime >_< you're a clown!!! =P Im always here to let u vent whatever anger u have... =)

Mahjong Gang and FYP friends - Thanks for all the fun we had 2gether be it bball or MJ that was a part of my life i wont forget.

Firdaus - My best friend, crapper, gamer and buddy of my 1st 2 years in sec 1 and 2 we even named him fei de gao. =)

ShiKai - My primary school best friend. Thx for the company thru my pri sch times even though i was a new guy there. Also thx for the company now haha...

Kam - my god sis, im here to crap and listen to you ^_^

To all these people i would really apologize to what i did wrong for the past few years even if it was the smallest thing. Im really sorry if i did any harm to you but you guys are my life. Thanks alot for even the smallest things in life. To all those in my life whom i never mention i am really thankful for you guys. It made my existence felt and worthwile. <--- (not suicide note.) Sincere!

2008-12-13T18:33:00.002+08:00

Day #4 RP-ing...

Short summary of what happened.

Went to school, took the test and finally done with the last paper. Something good which happened for a long time. Would be the holidays already till after christmas. After the test i went back home to play some WOW. Been playing WOW alot recently, never really got stuck into an rpg game so much but yea its kind of fun. I play as a healer where i heal the tank... The tank just grabs aggro and shit like that. While i heal him to keep him alive. Anyway main thing keep the group alive in a game thats all.

So after playing a bit of WOW i went out to celebrate my friends 21st birthday, Aaron. One of the oldest in our class. He was shocked and asked why at macdonalds. He cried but it was just watery eyes and a tear or two. We ate happy mean or something like that where we can choose a drink, side dish and the main. We played musical chair there were around 14 people who participated... Robin got kicked out first haha... then after a while me and obviously the winner was the birthday boy who grabbed the last chair. It was a new experience never really celebrated in macdonalds before but the food was seriously little and we were still hungry at the end of the day. Our present for him from the class was sunglass not sure what brand, but looks nice.

The past is a picture, the present is a live telecast.
Your past shows how much you have grown from them, not who you are now...

Holiday player ShiSanYao ^_^V

2008-12-11T20:40:00.002+08:00

Day #3 RP-ing...

I could study for a while and i was veryvery tired. Hardly have sleep course of last minute studying holy shito. So this is what happens when u take a 15min power nap. It was 4am and i was still awake. Hungry and tired. I keep having backaches and shit like that cause i sit on a chair while i'm studyin and not lying on the bed. I slept in the afternoon for a while but still i was tired due to the night and the endless studying.
So i tried to take a short nap for a while. I set my alarm clock to 5am so i would be slping till 5am. This time i dont think i dreamt of anything but i had to force myself up. WTF?!?!? the sky was so freaking bright! i rushed out to look at the clock and i saw the time 8.20. Initially i got a shock and didnt move. The first thing that came in my mind was "wtf die already la 30mins late no nd take exam already have to freaking retake that module." Till my phone rang and YiLing called me. She asked me whether i was coming and said the paper started at 8.30. Upon hearing that, i changed my clothes and rushed out of the phone running towards the MRT station. Freaking hell i was out of breath when i reached the station. I knew taking the MRT and the taxi would allow me to reach the school at the same time so i chose the MRT, a risk to take though... come on what's life without risk. Risk = fun. And i was walking as quickly thru the crowd as possible when i stopped at YCK station. My phone rang again and this time the lecturer called she said:"Are you coming?" i replied:"yea im at the entrance of the school already on my way in." I was panting while talking on the phone. So in school when you are late for a test you can only be 30mins late or else u cant take the paper. I ended up taking the lift and walking quickly towards the room. When i hit the door entered the room the clock was 8.59 or 9.00 i was glad at that point of time as i could take the paper.
Anyway it wasnt the first time i was late for my test or exam. I remembered at year 2 i was always late for my final exams for both semester and one was also close to the half an hour mark... but i took all papers so yea manage to live thru my weakness = lateness. Anyway i was more nervous being late this time than the rest. Well u only live life once you gotta experience everything right :P Excitement in being late for sth damn important hahaha...

Risk player ShiSanYao

2008-12-10T11:03:00.002+08:00

Day #2 Rp-ing
I took a power nap before goin to study. Sadly while studying i tried every method to memorise the stuff in my brain. Im not sure why but i can seem to memorise a single shit.... Not A Single SHhhhHHhiiiiTtTTT.... i only slept for like 1hr 15mns?for im not sure how long but my brain isnt working right. Although when i was studying my brain didnt told me to play games, but it could hardly remember things too... OMG my brain is evolving, save me... I keep having dreams while i was sleeping. Is it because of all the studyin? Im not sure but i had this weird dream where i was at dark place but u could see the floor. And my dad was burning stuff like for the dead or sth like that and im not sure why and he did some small ritual... O.O

Everytime i woke up, i would feel the strain in my neck. Im not sure why it happens but all the dreams i had i forced myself to wake up from them though they are not a nightmare... Weird... Now i cant think right... hmm...

Anyway ended up watching some clips on youtube, kind of meaningful they talk about relationships and and self validation. Yea in a relationship everyone needs a connection like hobbies, games, business so they would talk to each other. But what makes a relationship strong is the willingness to help the other person and at your side sacrifice something be it time or money just anything. Thats when you know you've got a great friend. In self-validation they talk about character of people. We make our own character we dont grow and have a character. Normally who we are are not always the path we take by ourselves and actually a path paved by others like your friends or family. When you walked a long way thru the path you've finally found out that you dont like it. So try to do the things you want and be the person you choose to be so you wont regret, cause you are the only one who knows who you are. Where other people who give you suggestions well then dont really care about who you are they just think its wrong...

Brainless player ShiSanYao

2008-12-09T21:16:00.004+08:00

to non-bangla... do i look like a bangla to u huh?! LOOK HERE!! are u being racist or sth?!

2008-12-09T13:57:00.002+08:00

RP-ing.
RP aka retard players aka role playing means while in game you think you are a freaking charcter in the virtual world retards do that i do not know why...

Day #1 RP-ing...
So my common tests are around the corner and i have been struggling alot. Guess what have i been struggling abt? Studying? You must be kidding studying is for noobs, how hard can it be to study huh? WTF how many millions of ppl study, what's so freaking difficult abt it? i wont wanna do something so simple man it aint me. Anyway i've been struggling cause i want to study but my mind is always on the GAMES! Its about the games man! THE GAMES!

So i tried playing some games! before goin to study. Actually it worked.. i could study for 3hrs straight no problem but then the GAMES came back in my head again... Oh man why the hell must this happen... its my last year to study so i try very hard to study... but my brain is on auto not manual so you cant freaking reconfigure it... i try to study 15mins i think about games hahaha... study study come on brain study yohooooo! you have to help me score for the test brains i dont have to do anything but rely on you ya know? So come on study dont think about games...

Just wondering what are the effective ways of studying so got a small list out:
1. Drinking coffee, tea w/e to keep urself focus
2. Walk around the house when you feel tired. (Hell my house is so big i get lost just by walking in the study room and i take 1hr to find my studying spot)
3. Take a power nap. ( so u sleep for around 15mins. When i go to slp my bed never wants me to wake up so i cant go back there if i havent finish studying)
4. Use a pen to write down stuff. (i dont really get how that works but it just works)
5. Read aloud when u cant concentrate. ( i did that in the middle of the night and got busted in the ass cause i wake everyone at home up.)
6. Look at the freaking notes and it stares back at you. (Hopefully the paper would go into ur brains so when you're in the exam hall, u can take them out to refer)
7. Read with understanding ( i love this one but i just dont get how ppl memorise without understanding, doesnt applies to me)
8. If you listen in the class why bother studying ( that nvr applies to me cause i got best friends to talk to me in lessons. My friends lectures always pawns the lecturers talking dont know why)

So thats about it...

Retard Player ShiSanYao.

2008-11-01T19:45:00.002+08:00

~Dreams-)

Its been a long time since i have last been here to write. Nov 1st the last day of Halloween and i just came back from playing soccer. Today's soccer session was one of the most fun amongst the rest. Why?! cause i volunteered to be the goal keeper, actually i volunteered to do goal keeping most of the time cause noone wants to be or dont know how to be... Actually i also dont really know how be haha... But i sort of played before as one last time so sort of got the hang of it. The worst thing is u need the courage to look at a fast incoming ball and not be scared of it.

Today, played with my usual clique and there were some ppl around there so we played with them. I went in to play as a goal keeper and not really sure why, but, today my instincts took over and i went to save most of the fast balls. My reaction became so fast that i didnt really realised. I was kind of shock haha and continued to goal keep for nearly every game. We won almost all the matches. The match point was 2 goals.

Recently in my life all i have been doing was playing WOW. Made a come back to WOW. I stopped for a while cause leveling was hard and i think i ended up grinding in the game like just killing monsters for exp and lvl which got me really sick. You are suppose to do quests and gain more exp and lvl from them. So in my come back, i leveled so fast i think i started from last week friday? On my first day i went up 13 levels... SHOCK haha...

My dream i guess i want to sign on for NS and save people. Recently watched a few really nice dramas which inspire me to go achieve my goals. I didnt really think about what i wanted to be last time or when i was young. Remember when you are at primary school when the teacher asked: " who wants to be a teacher when you grow up?" And everyone raised their hands... After that my teacher said:" not all of you would want to be a teacher when you grow up." Yea its true. Now i know what i want and that's being in the civil defence. Saving people's lives, but actually you dont save their lives. You just lengthen their lives on earth. Be it one hour 2 hour it might have been the most important time for that person.

The flame stud on my left ear is to remind me the flame of passion. To try to do everything i like and work hard. To give warmth to those around me, helping them in everyway i can. That's why its a flame and not a diamond(like everyone else).

Recently my past keeps coming back to me. The bad and sad ones. Mistakes that happened which i might have prevented. Or some which made me think whether i am who i am now... But i always tell myself you can only live life once so try everything being wrong or right and dont live in the past. People only like me for who i am now although they may see my past but i wont live in those dark times, not really that bad though but everyone have those times. So live life and dont get left behind.

LIVE YOUR DEAM AND FLOURISH!

2008-07-31T20:39:00.002+08:00

On Monday i suggested something stupid or was it my friend? Anyway someone suggested the idea of walking to the MRT station from our work place. In the end all of us sort of agreed and before i know it, i was on my way walking towards Buona Vista MRT station from the Science Park. Actually before i knew it, i was at the MRT station... WOW and before i knew it -_- 45 mins have passed. I didnt even know the 45 minutes would seem so short... I guess it got to be the entertainment we were giving each other and the route seem so new that we all were wrecking our brains through the walking paths...

Bought a game Halo3 at first it was kind of dissapointing cause it ended up to be a first person shooting game instead of 3rd person, but anyway in the end had fun playing and the storyline was nice. Think that kept me and my bro playing... another game we are going to complete haha...

I'm either running away from stress or not facing it properly o.O

2008-07-27T17:17:00.003+08:00

Finally a break from all the working in my life...

Went to sentosa to enjoy myself yesterday. Was out with my nyp classmates... I was told to reach harbour front early due to my bad habit, the lateness.... haha... Yea i reached late around 10min. However, i was the earliest there!!! 1st time i reached earlier then other peeps... A few of us got together to eat breakfast and soon the rest came along too... We bought a volleyball and i do not know who it belongs to but its currently in my home...

It was not so sunny in sentosa as expected cause its kind of the raining season, and Aaron was telling me it was going to rain. I replied him telling him the clouds would pass by and it would be a windy day. Hearing that he said i was optimistic. In the end yea it drizzled abit but not spoiling the day. Everything was fine, there wasnt a heavy downpour... I'm glad there wasnt otherwise it would had spoilt my mood cause i was planning to really relax and enjoy myself.

After finding a spot to put our stuff, we started off with volleyball. And yea because of the chinese drama, alot of people were seen on the beach playing volleyball with alot more volleyball courts around then usual. It was so packed that there were hardly any place to play or at least big enough so that flying balls wont land on people's head... It was enjoyable even though most of us cant play that well... Freesbie a little bit. Then the main event for me, beach soccer... wahahaha, really enjoyable at least i was sweating and playing around and its been a very very long time since i played soccer on the beach and the sand. Even though it was hard to control the ball well which irritated me but it reminded me of the fun times i had in year 1 where i was playing beach soccer...

At the end there were only 5 guys left for dinner, me jeremy eh robin and leonard. We ate at the kimgary's restaurant. I think it was quite nice or maybe i was too very hungry that i was loving everything i ate and didnt mind trying to order more. Actually i wanted to order another main course but i was too full haha... I had beef baked rice, soup, horlicks and fries. Really filling... Bought a new XBOX 360 game "Lost Planet" was playing it till 2am and went to sleep... too tired...

This afternoon just a few minutes before i started to blog i finished playing Gears Of War with my brother... Very fun but disappointing at the end cause it wasnt as challenging as the start. This is like one of very few games that me and my brother completed together. I mean how many games do you play with your siblings and complete them... Yea very enjoyable. We scolded each other when we got ourselves killed and had to restart from a very far checkpoint. Very funny as well as we laughed how funny things were when we were shooting the aliens...

You should choose from the bottom of your heart between people and not from the advantages because you have a choice...

2008-07-21T17:29:00.004+08:00

Finally i got a console in my house which belongs to me and which i bought with my own money. Of course a little contribution from someone too... Thanks Alot really appreciate it. Got an XBOX360 at causeway point from the new shop playcraft which is at the 3rd floor. Bought 3 games DOA4, Kameo and the last game which i have yearn to play so much and the 2nd sequal of the game is coming in near november... Its Gears Of War. My kind of game... War scenes, battle experience which are really heated up.. V.intense and to my liking.

When i bought the Xbox360, i bought it with Gears Of War sadly the DVD couldnt work and i was dissapointed... Then i went around causeway point to find the game but i couldnt find it so i had to exchange the faulty game for DOA4. So today i went around amk i think 5 shops and none of them had gears of war... holy cows i gave up and went back to causeway point to buy another game. When i was there i stared and looked, here and there suddenly i found gears of war! i told the person to try the disc out on the spot so i wont have my excitment spoilt when i reach home. In the end it worked. Went home and played it for 2 hours, my 1st time after very long of hogging the TV from my mum haha...

Kameo is sort of a puzzle game which you have to multi-task or micro... but not really intense and just solve your way through fighting cute monsters haha... For DOA(dead or alive) yea its a game you can find in the arcades just like any other fighting game 1 vs 1. Pit your skills against the computer or my siblings heehee... and of course all the games i bought are 2 players... My next family non-violence game i would like to get is guitar heros... but of course if i bought the guitar controllers it would be kind of expensive all together... just have to work and earn more money i guess haha... And i have to buy a new computer as well...

My brothers and sister enjoyed the XBOX360 and i was happy cause i thought it would be only be me who was excited about it. Of course i bought the console for my whole family to enjoy but i doubt my parents would play haha... might tempt them a little, my dad was watching me playing Gears Of War most of the time so was my mum heehee... Nothing beats playing games and enjoying life with your family, its a feeling that is so good. I always feel satisfied when the people around me are happy... Guess my parents taught me to be a more family person haha...

The things i aim in life is to make others happy :)

2008-07-19T01:38:00.005+08:00

I have a bad habit... That's being late. I'm always late for somethings that need me to be early. It used to be a small problem, now i guess its still a small problem? Anyway, been in attachment for already 2months. Still living without internet, hardly talking to the people around.

Wonder why office have politics? I dont know either, its kind of childish but people love to do it. Gossiping, complaining or in some good ways caring or advising. So what do you get for complaining to the supervisor about their IAstudents? For my case i got a stressed out supervisor who ends up crying, but the IAstudents are not her only problems, its just one of them which eventually made her cry.

My thoughts, find the person/people who complained or pressured my supervisor to fail us and confront them face to face. COME ON! I mean what the hell is your problem. I'm here for grades not to steal your job, getting paid 440. You wont even have the guts to come scold me and still fear me talking behind my back. Freaking wuss, you have the mouth to talk how about showing me the guts to look at me and complain. You're pissing me off... Seriously! Where the fuck is your brains? Your purpose? I'm curious to know what kind of wuss you are seriously.

Things been complained about... Coming late, doing nothing at work and talking to another IAstudent. Fairness = 0 Brains = 0 Guts = 0 Cowardness 110 wuss = too high to rate. If i was working in the company i would have kicked ur sorry ass...

So i had to apologize to the supervisor, make her feel better by assuring her that i will not cause any of the problems above in the future. 1 more month, 4 more weeks... Must REN...

The thing i will regret in life is not being able to protect those around me.

2008-07-17T22:12:00.001+08:00

When ur brain stops and become unconcious u cant think, the only other part of you helps you to go by feeling that's the one that beats as long as you live... At least i still can feel even though i cant think...

2007-12-18T17:10:00.000+08:00

Recently have been out with friends till really no money... lol
School started and had quite a no. of things to do social life and educations and everything... hmmm... not sure where to start from here...

Sort of find out different things about myself i guess or just recalled what kind of person i am. Let's see... Think alot about others, hardly care about whether i would do well in my own aspects of life. I just try hard "last min"? for my work and it has been a bad habit... got to get rid of that seriously. Havent really been doing well in school lately. Skipped a few classes got 2 warning letters, yeah 2 only and my parents make a big fuss about it. Yeah parents lol they think i would lose the module. keke... The letter box are always opened in the morning so i have been suffering in the morning what other worst timings can you get being scolded by your parents just after you wake up. Or early in the morning your siblings say orh hor... warning letter then you know you are going to get busted when your parents see you lol. Anyway i guess i am used to it since i'm the one who always gets into trouble in my family i guess =) The 2nd kid in the family. You got 2 younger siblings to protect and yourself...

Been out with friends recently. I think when i am with a big group of people i would become more wild and ya i think a v.much brighter side of myself would appear or i guess that's my true self. Since young, i always like the crowd and attention i have had from family and friends. Never want to miss a day without it. But sometimes when you grow up there would be sometimes you would be alone. When i am alone i guess i am just another average person on the streets... Yea i think what makes me special in my eyes are the friends and family i have, not powers or abilities i guess lol...

Never been catching up with nice and new music on the radio recently and when my brother on-ed the MTV and i happened to listen to the recent music which most of them are you can say clubbing favourites and recently i have been out to zouk with my classmates. Heard a load of new songs... and thought man i must have been uber outdated. So recently got a lot of new songs and rather stay at home to listen at them or just get an mp3 player and become emo... lol nah...

Done alot more things with my classmates than expected this semester. Watched 2 movies with them after the semester started. Been talking more than usual. Sometimes i yearn to find the once talkative self of mine. Went out to zouk with the guys.

2007-10-13T02:12:00.001+08:00

The few things i wanna do now?
1.Find all my primary school friends and slack with them...
2.Work hard in my academic (I dunno why la but seriously i think this is challenging? abit sick la)
3.Make more time for my friends who i've not been in contact with
4.If possible learn driving...
5.Solve all the trouble in my head right now?
6.Change the freakin skin of this bloody blog?

Wow i've been letting this blog rot for kind of long...
Hmm... lets see what i have been doing these pass few days...
Working... working... working... -_- working... o.O wtf so super no life eek... somremore earn so little money eek!
Lets start from the freaking beggining of my holidays... Working... I pray hard and wisg upon the shooting star that money only drops from the plants i grow in my beloved house so i wont have to work -_- PRAYS VERY HARD WITH THE BTM OF MY HEART*

Anyway... i thought i would have failed my DBMS paper cause i completed 1/4 of the paper and yea it was cool i passed... not really sure how. I didnt pray in anyway for a pass seriously =x Ok hmm... i dont quite remember what i did in the holidays except playing computer games, going out to work, slacking outside at night... WTF SUPER NO LIFE... Muz get a freaking hobby... -_- sth to commit to if not i think i super no life liao...

Ok if i didnt remember wrongly... i went to minds cafe with my friends during the holidays... i nearly went there to devour 2 plates of cheesy chicken pasta but i forgot what was the reason i held back my second plate... We had fun though and this time we had more people playing with us and we had more disaster.... our cups that were filled with drinks were knocked down my SOME PPL... dont know who... then spilled on ppl i think got spill on me abit...

Hmm... i cant really recalled what happened... shit getting old omg! no cannot cannot i have the best memory power in the world... muz think... Think... Still Thinking o.O... forget about the last thinking.... Missed and outing with my class MIT0614 due to work and i really couldnt take off on that particular day which made me damn sad... couldnt play bowling eek!!!!

Shall speak of the class challet another day....

Recently found my primary school frens... from Bukit Panjang Primary!!!!! come on man... that is the school where i seriously put everything i have in me and did everything with all my best and never got tired of doing anything in there! Then later on i changed primary school and i blamed my parents till now? then i think i should stop blaming them but i have so many reasons... nvm past is the past... can remember cannot forget >_<. A friend from my other primary school asked me out to eat dinner recently and we had such a long chat 1 and a half hour and i didnt think it was enough lohz sadly i had to work... when i went back to my work place luckily my collegue nvr scold me keke...

Work takes up my most valuable time... the afternoon... afternoons are priceless man... its the time where u hang out where shops are opened and you can start shopping omfg... but if no work then no money then go shop cannot buy things... this is a damn sad world...

Recently my head filled with alot of things... Got too many things to think off need to take some time off and breath some fresh air.. juz last night had a wierd dream... not going to tell, not really weird la juz involves people... think i shall stop here le ba... i am officially an endagered species of china who has grown up in Singapore... and evolved in Singapore as well... Panda O.O

2007-09-06T15:05:00.000+08:00

One... you're like a dream come true...
Two... just wanna be with you...
Three... girl it's plain to see... that your the only one for me...
Four... repeat steps one through three...
Five... make you fall in love with me...

lol my 1 2 3 4 5 what song is this... :))))

2007-08-05T00:23:00.000+08:00

Moments of this week...
1.True Friend
2.Had less than 7 hrs of slp with in 3 days
3.I cheated in my tests o.O
4.Mr Wayne rocks my socks !!!
5.We are gonna miss the coffee guy Mr Liew.
6.WCG

Lets start of with school... its nothing but mad rush rush and more rush everyday everywhere. You got the time to slack surely, yea stress till you die. The pressure is on, you face in or run... Face it you are sure to pass and go through the next round. Run it and you are sure to be back to see Mr Wayne or others. The topic of these few days are Mr Wayne and for the first time Desmond swearing about him sounded like great music regardless of the genre.

Number one on the list this week is True Friend. Have you been one lately? Talking and always being by your friend? Or are you the only friend who didnt do anything that hurts someone else while others are doing it >_< :P juz jking about this part for those who know what i mean... Or are you the one who is easily spoken or approached to and always have a listening ear? Cherishing all the friends you have? if you are, you can consider yourself as a True Friend if you are not then you can do something else... I dont know neither do i care...

Second on the list Had less than 7 hrs of slp with in 3 days! This one you just got to love it. No coffee, no red bull just purely yourself and your soul. Determination you do have, Strong spirit to overcome the tiredness you must have. Rushing through the projects you have dump aside and taking your life to a turn down that long road. At last you noticed you have a dateline to meet! Staying up late till the night studying which i do not do over the past 1 and a 1/2 year and now i am studying overnight burning the oil, driving that car at the last gear. Bad for your health but good grades and enhances my looks as Singapore's No1. Panda... cute ok...

Third on the list... how cool can this be? How far will you go? Are you good enough or brave enough to be there and done that? I cheated in my tests o.O Come on my fellow classmates haha... I think all of you have been there and done that since its the coolest and shortest cut you can ever take. However i've been doing things further than that but please dont blame me guys o.O. For my animation the whole class rules. You wont wanna know if you were our teacher, most probably you would've been sad and quit working as one. For IS the book is infront of me at all times and i would have definitely opened it up and look at it in no time. For RAD the teacher is standing infront of you and you have a monitor to block his view where you can open your book without telling him your book was opened? and you get that 100%. Ouch! the truth hurts...

Fourthly Mr Wayne Rocks My Socks this is the heading seen in most of the blogs stories about them you wont want to miss. The best of all cursing and swearing. I wonder how much his nose can take from all those sneezing... This is the topic which turns up the heat in the class for this week. If you missed it i am sorry to tell you that there are not replays what so ever but u might consider paying Desmond or the whole class a sum of money to reanact the whole situation for you.

Number Five on the list We are gonna miss the coffee guy Mr Liew. That is a fact that the whole MIT0614 knows or most of them know before the day itself arrives. Which was last friday. He told us that if we missed him we could try to fail our module in order to meet him however none of us were able to fail our module due to our intelligence so his suggestion was out of the question. His joke of the day :"A man asked for milo, the waiter(coffee shop man) shouts out to his fellow kopi kias tockkiu(milo in hock kian). The waiter got punched... why? Ans:"Waiter repeats his order... TockKiu TuckKiu TuckYiu FuckYou" HAHAHAHAHAHA... that was so not funny. So we could tell him the same thing TockKiu.

The last and final point World Cyber Games 2007. A competition where computer games to console games takes place. If you are a geek, nerd or have any interest in these games it might just be your day. Its held at SunTec Conventional Hall... Those who watched it well done those who missed it you can go GET A LIFE! I had fun there playing the games and watching tournament such as Counter-Strike and Defence Of The Ancients. Something i might just do instead of staying at home all day long...

And with this i have come to the end of my presentation hope you guys enjoyed it, now for the Q&A session....

2007-07-24T21:01:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday went out to celebrate one of our *bROz* bday, PB!. I ate dinner at 6oclock on friday and starve all the way till one+. Actually we should be eating sakura but someone got the time wrong... and i was thinking we would go to suki or sth. In the end we went to cine to eat some western food steak house or what i cant really remember. It was due to our dear friend Justin that we didnt had buffet and made me starve for nothing -_-... We ended up walking to dhoby gaut played arcade and lan and went home.

Today
I went to school early for the first time i think o.O I had time for a nugget snack. Was feeling really hungry in the morning. Went to school to take the DBMS quiz which is worth a bloody 10%. In the 1st time ever i picked up the god damned book and study. Last night i tried not to sleep but ended up slping at last for less than 1hr cause i didnt wanted to go to school late and miss the quiz. 2ndly i finally studied which i didnt even raise a book during my common test and i could actually pass in DBMS Common Test i was stunned. For the quiz i had 81.6% hahaha so power achievements for me...
In class was mad an hype. When i was an "emo" or "its my life" kid everyone complain at me and ask me to spend more time with them. My class la... Then when i too hype 2day they say i suddenly change and become more talkative... I dont know how to make them happy seriously >_<, but i hype i think is because i only had less than an hour of sleep. When i went home i bath so i felt so fresh that i couldnt sleep, but when i was watching the first anime on my com i fell asleep half way haha so i went to my room and sleep. Now i am awake... but still sleepy lol.

2007-07-22T00:15:00.000+08:00

Chinese Restaurant
Our friend Julian came back from Australia in his school holidays. So its 18th July he has to take a plan back to Australia after coming back for 2 weeks. He came to Singapore today without telling us. Actually today he by right wasnt able to come back. Then later on his mum was coming to Singapore so he could get a ride to come over and joined us. Some of us met him at AMK Hub then later on the rest met us at CWP woodlands. All of us went to a chinese restaurant. WOW... since when do you see a bunch of teenagers hanging out at chinese restaurants? Maybe there are but i rarely see them doing that. 11 of us sitting down eating dinner. It looks like we were the only teenagers making alot of noise over there while the rest of the adults were looking at us. There were around 7 or more dishes i couldnt remember and we ate the chinese restaurant style where one plate or bowl of food comes after another haha... a nice experience when eating with ur frens in such a place.

All boys out
Today went to school half an hour late for the first lesson and did not enter. Waited at the lecture room for my friends. After the lecture, all the guys of my class went out to eat gui zhap. As usual we had free vege and rice and gui total 8 people eating 25 dollars. We were all very full. Later on we went to play counterstrike at raiders... haha.. had our funny times All of us were very happy it seemed like that one hour everyone was free of their things and their worries. After that it was school. Went back to school by taxi didnt even cost $1 per person. Did not really have the mood to study these past 2 days even how hard i tried. In RAD the harder i tried to study the worst things gotten and my exercises were so problematic that i was having a headache... After that i went back... It was PSP craze in our class everyone challenging Dragon Ball Z haha... me and jeremy were the main Rivals >_<

2007-07-17T19:41:00.000+08:00

Nonsense
Today woke up and saw the time 8am so i happily took a shower and get ready and rushed to school. So the time on my watch when i reach school was around 9.10 so its fine... reach class and someone told me: "hey why you come to lesson, no need come le la..." Then i was wondering why? Today's lesson half an hour only ar? After that the teacher say... no attendance for you ar, i looked at the clock and DANG! it was 10.24... i didnt know how the hell i saw the time as 9++ in school and on my watch but i swore i did. Then i noticed class was going to end... Faint*

After that the one and only bad guy in class who is me asked... erm who wanna have a 2hour break? which means tap card for lecture and go have early lunch at amk hub, so all the guys there went haha... Bad me -.-... After eating and arcading in amk hub we went back to school and carried on with our lessons. Nothing much happened...

After school went to play basketball, Aaron wasnt there what a sissy >_< and the rest just went there to shoot some hoops. After that we played 2v2 and i lost i think dortx. Then we played 3v3 with other ppl then i lost again DORTX... i tried v.hard le >_< i think i need the death will bullet in my head ?.? Anyway then after that went back home...

2007-07-11T18:16:00.000+08:00

Its just one day...
Early in the morning our class started at 11 due to a cancellation in our 1st 2hr lessons. Went to class not so early and saw 3 ppl TST Trix and Jeremy so that makes me the fourth and last person to come to class...

During the 1pm lesson, everyone one from our class started to come in to the classroom and more joined us for the next lesson which is OOAD lecture. Actually that is the only reason why we should be in school today. It was to take the OOAD MCQ test. Did the test finish and went to my friends class. Their class damn havoc shout the teacher also bo chap one. Me and my friend looked at the time slots for TRANSFORMERS and we called 2 more friends along. Before the movie started we went to the arcade to kill time. After the arcade we went to eat lunch or dinner i dont know. Watched the movie, indeed it was full of action, poor BumbleBee haha... even though i watched the cartoon i didnt know automas prime and mechatron were brother o.O kind of shocked me there.

Went back home played games and chat. Was too hyper to sleep not sure why. Recently a bit too crazy. Too active and too much energy to spend. In the middle of the night went out to eat supper with my friend later on we went to find another friend and all 3 of us sat down to talk. After talking a while or a rather long while it was 5am in the morning. O.o and i am having lessons at 8am so by the time i walked home it was around 5.30. My friends asked me to play 2 more rounds of dota and it was 7am OMFG! I bathed and went directly to school. It felt wierd cause i was like seeing my friends 2 times in a day. It was a very very weird feeling haha... A managed to sleep in every lesson at any position i found comfortable haha... Went back home with daniel used the com for and hour and went to slp woke up and went to work...

2007-07-10T01:15:00.000+08:00

Off Day...
Finally a monday when i aint working at all. Firstly went out to do the networking project with my friends. After "doing" a part of the project we went out to amk hub to play at the arcade there... The new Initial D looks tempting but the price is wtf -_-' so maybe not playing it for the time being. We played daytona and i was the last even after a nice drift before the last curve -_- damn sad.... Played some basketball and i couldnt reach 250 points at round 3 i would keep missing even till the last minute too long never play is like that...

Later on a went to bugis to find DVDs. Before that i ate my lunch there. It was bento the japanese packet food with satay and meat balls all being put through a stick like satay. With 100 plus from the coldstorage. Walked around and found a sit where 2 children were playing with the water which were shooting out and alot of ppl were looking at them. One kid looked at where the water was shot out and when it shot his face everyone laughed.... Bought the whole collection of The Fast and The Furious currently watched finished 2 of the movies now left with the last one Tokyo Drift... going to sleep now...

2007-07-07T01:32:00.000+08:00

Being going to school late only friday early i think. Then morning lessons if not come for 1st lesson late. Haha... today went to class noone inside not even teacher must be damn sick. I ate breakfast with my friend and we cab to school thinking i was late. Nothing much at school except to rush our projects and crap around with my classmates. Haha... suhaila thought me how to look at some love stuff using poker cards the 1st 2 times i do quite accurate haha then today do again ended up funny. Recently crapped more with my classmates... alot more actually. Today gone mad, keep on repeating the word plz... like infinite times...

Missed my dbms retest WTF cause i thought it was on other days. Recently the common test all i never study or study very little. No mood to study dont feel like studying and lastly i dont find a nd to get good grades except to pass... I am leading a challengeless life recently. Never had the motivation to push my self to the limit or even use half of my energy to do things. This is unlike me of the past where is super enthu everything also wanna go chap everything also wanna go compete... Now feel like some old foggy who has nothing better to do...

Joked around with all my classmates who i rarely talk to. Do lots of lame stuff in school and trying to recall what i have been doing last week. Apparently the only thing i remembered was mahjonging till 6am and then slping till 4pm which i think its a waste of time to sleep in the afternoons... My night life is full as ever non stop. However, i try to sleep as early as possible these few days as i have to go to school on time. Late or what i think i kana debar.

Today at school went there early, noone was in the classroom O.O! keep talking to desmond about ipod and creative and teacher was on that topic haha... After that dbms then teacher say he wont be at e-learning so we treat it as can pon! then we pon already after that went to amk hub and eat. I havent watch TRANSFORMERS yet T.T later on went to the arcade and play wahaha. The basketball got highest score 240 after not playing for one year eek >_<. When eugenia help me so throw all less than 150 >_< haha i throw myself 240 wahahaha.... After that we went back to school and began networking. I was so sleepy that i forced myself to do my work, after that desmond came and talk to me then *screen blackout* muz be power supply of screen gone... check* pc off WTH~!. I so sleepy le you still torture me like this T.T. After that chiong the whole thing then see cannot work then bo chap liao... why my com... Oh no it was presentation. Most of us went to disturb the teacher and asked for postpone!!! Then teacher say i see guys as the top 20% students so you should show me. I said: "We postpone and other people dont, cause we are the top 20% students" eek! muahahaha... In the end negotiate until drawing lots and see who had to present this week and who had to present next week. In the end my group present next week haha! At RAD joked around with the teacher. Told him that we missed him and he told us he missed us haha... When the teacher said i had tears in my eyes when i marked ur test papers, Jeremy said:" you sissy ar" haha. Then after that teacher asked desmond why ur screen slanted one. Desmond say cause i "Conc... concentrated... Then i say i am diluted... haha he scold me die ur head ar... After that while walking back to the MRT station, Jeremy saw an indian and told me:" eh ur brother leh". I gei siao go disturb the guy:" YO Brother!" then i look away act blur then keep on saying "Eh brother dont talk on the phone leh talk to me" Hahaha i siao liao... then they all at there laugh then when the guy look at us i was looking away doing nonsense then Jeremy say this guy and pointed at me haha dunno what they were doing....

After school met up with old friends. The *brOz* committee haha what nonsense. Ate at the usual place. Somewhere in marsiling had the usuals, hotplate tofu, sting ray and kang kong ( actually should be baby kailan ). Ate till full taking in the fact that i ate on 6pm i could still eat 2 bowls of rice... Went back to cwp and talked a long while and now at home...

2007-06-30T16:13:00.000+08:00

RULES OF THE GAME:
Each player of the game starts off with ten weird things or habits or known facts abt yourself. People who get tagged must write it in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs !

1. By spamming you increasing your reaction.
2. No matter how much i eat without exercising i wont grow fat.
3. Played warcraft3 ever since it came out and never got bored of it till now.
4. Afraid of horror and scary movies but i still go see and watch them.
5. If i could stone forever i would.
6. I love to dream alot till i think they are real sometimes.
7. My life revolves around the computer ever since i was 3.
8. Like to help the weaker people rather then join the stronger ones.
9. I dont see why i must work hard in anything cause i dont find the reason to now.
10. Spend money on food more than anything else.

I dont have 6 ppl -_- cause not all my friends blog leave this part till next time...

2007-06-25T23:26:00.000+08:00

Endless Week

Oh so tired...

Lets Start with Tuesday, went out with friends to Sentosa. 4e5 gathering i go join haha... Went there didnt wanted to tan because i was very black last time and didnt wanted to be black anymore so i tan abit abit which was like never tan so yea good haha dont know go sentosa for what. Sleep and talk with my friends. When its hot and the wind is blowing directly at you, yea that's when you fall asleep and its damn nice sleeping there cause of the heat and wind. After sentosa went to my grandparents house to celebrate my cousin's birthday and eat dinner after that went home and chat with my friend till 4am i think or 5am haha...

Wednesday, woke up and found out i was late 20 mins late when i reached the MRT platform, went to minds cafe. I didnt know how fun board games were when you had to pay to play till i went there haha each person just had to pay 11 dollars and there are a number of board games to play from 2 to 5 after that you have to pay like 2 dollars per hour per person. 11 dollars include free flow of drinks, italian food pasta all those. We played pay day and lynn was the winner of the 1st game. Later on i won one fresa won one in cluedo and at the end we played wheel of life haha.. we couldnt finish the last game but no doubt fresa was the winner... Maybe i should bring other friends to play there its at dhoby gaut, you have to walk there. I think i should buy a board game every month and make my house some what like the cafe haha... but the food part maybe i have to think of how to make that haha... anyway it was very fun.
When i was young as i was lucky i got 3 siblings and including me makes it 4 ppl. What is better than a nice group of 4 playing board games together. We played hotels and monopoly when we had the game and we werent bored of it. We could play till late at night when our parents had to make us go to sleep. What is better than a perfect 4 for board games lol.

Thursday, went out to bugis to buy some clother with my friend. Jian Lun bought a red bull singlet which he say looks nice when one of our friends wore it to sentosa. Me, jian lun and joel went to bugis to get clothes but only jl got what he wanted haha... After sitting around and talking we decided to go to the LAN at the basement to pit our skills once again haha... We waited for quite sometime to get 3 coms that are side by side. All started off quite badly for me using chen microing around but in the end it went quite well as i pulled up my famous chain stuns which makes the opponent unable to move or do anything and end up killing them haha finally after losing my skills they came back.
AFter that went to bbq with irc channel gaming friends. I was expecting cool people but i saw some nerds >_< haha no la juz wear specs or skinny then never style hair haha... so quite disappointed but not all like that la haha... in the end we taxi back home ^_^

to be continued... saturday what happened?

2007-06-18T14:21:00.001+08:00

I played GE till i was lvl 13 only haha. Not today but quite long ago. AFter that i never play only log in see see then i logged out. On Saturday there was an event in zouk. The GE party. Called as many people as possible to go. In the morning i played dota for the time to pass. Later on it was party time...

Meet my cousin and i was late haha... Jian Lun came and meet us. After that went to see find my cousin's fren at sumerset. There was a bar over there and it was sugar daddy's night lol. At the entrance go 2 gals wearing jap student costume but they were very short >_<. Walked pass then saw haha. AFter that we took a taxi from there to Zouk. It was lucky there wasnt a long que haha... There were GE shirt, and stuff outside zouk. After that people in GE costume went in and walked around letting people take pics with. There were quite alot of people inside that night. After 12 we went in after 10 and the admission fee was $28! eeek! Saw my friends drink flaming lambo... haha. I heard it was very strong. Saw four of them drink it and one went down after going on the dance floor not long. Then he went back early. In our group got 3 gals and i dont know how many guys lazy to recall... The guys danced and grind with 2 of the gals. *not chio one* then lun drag me in and grind but i juz went out of the group damn lame la. We opened one chivas and i used my cupon to get a Jim Bean Coke wha very concentrated but also nice... one cup and i think my face red but cannot see cause too dark haha... If i want the flaming lambo i think i drink it last. Somemore they buy one get one free lol... i went out of the club to take a rest and saw hot dogs so i went to grab one to eat lol! then went back inside and dance. My fren ask where i go so long i say i go toilet >_<...

After that we went for supper my head very pain cause the music inside was loud. We cabbed to geylang to eat tim sum. Had century egg porridge and some tim sum. After that we just kept talking till 6am cause dont want the mid night fare go home also so much cheaper, around $10 cheaper haha... Later on went back home bath and sleep already. Then have to wake up early to work but then i take an unautherized one hr off >_< and went to work at 1.30pm after that is tired like **** ...

Last night played guildwars despite being so tired. Very very tired and had to fight guild vs guild. Then there was this guy who tried to command us then make us not happy haha... After the 3rd fight i went to sleep and now i am at work still tired....

2007-06-14T17:00:00.000+08:00

What did i do these few days... hmm.. pon sch? Had quite a few tests and practical tests here and there. My flash cannot work T.T the lame buttons eek. The rest of my practical test or rather the other one could be done finish heehee...

Went out to eat with my friends in fish and co first time, abit sua gu. There the things not bad. I thought it was very expensive at first but then when the bill come i see okok la haha. The music at fish and co suddenly jam, became some what like a spoilt radio. Me and my friends were talking halfway and i tried to tolerate the music and then i gave up and burst out into laughter too funny. Chain reaction my friend start to laugh then the other friend also laugh. I forgot what song was that...

These few days spend countless nights outside. Panda i've become. Eat supper play games, slack, talk nonsense. Watch spi investigation dvd, see orbs and ghosts. Yesterday wasnt a good day. 13th June, afternoon want to go out to work cannot find wallet. Dont know what happened suddenly collegue not happy. Then after that go friends house play mahjong still roll number 13 then got good tiles still lose. So sad... We had rumly burgers and some honey chicken from the pasa malam. night market. At work ate 4 otah then go buy another 4 and eat haha...

The deal, ur stomach... my arms my chest i nd 2 u one only not fair... September...

2007-05-27T03:42:00.000+08:00

B4d B0y 1st Time
So what have i been doing this FRIDAY.... Drum Roll*
party in the club...
My first time going to DXO ever since i was 18 haha... abit sua gu
All my frens wore formal, while i wore my jacket and a white tee "born to Party" on it. The white tee was given to my by my bro on christmas. Went in at the start it was loud music. We sat there and did nothing except watch people dance. Some of them dance very funny while others abit too hot... Out and going we had martell and waterfall. Diluted with ribena and orange juice. Me and Chew Hua went to get some other drinks with the coupons haha and tested 3 different other flavours, we even went to eat bbq sting ray outside haha. I didnt know i could drink so much up till that day. Normally i was down for the count after 1 can of beer at my friends house but not on this friday. I even tar 3 cups haha... quite harmfull so dont do it!!! =) Went to the dance floor and dance a while. Then went back for more drinks. Took some photos, red face but i aint drunk, white face it happens went i stay up too late but i dont feel tired. Those vampire look haha... Vomited just after i got out of the taxi... eew... but it was on the grass then walked back home showered brush teeth and go to sleep. Overall i was not drunk.

On Saturday, woke up because my cousin called me, feeling as though i had the best sleep ever. Went out to buy food and prepare for the steam boat. My seniors going to army soon haha. Help them celebrate. My cousin made this special drink, condensed milk, ice cream soda and orange syrup. Tasted not bad but due to not knowing how to mix the porpotions it should have tasted better. Ended up watching pirates of the Carribean late night. Nice show, the betrayals, the love, the friendship and best of all the fights. Action comedy funny and also lame my favourite haha. My cousin say going to be a four. Jack Sparrow is my favourite character of all movies i watched from young till now haha. Best supporting actor in the movie is the monkey. ^_^ So how about going to sleep now savvy?

2007-05-21T19:33:00.000+08:00

A:What would you bring along to the moon from the earth.
B:I would bring everyone's suffering with me...

A:Why? You could bring the one you love and treat her well there.
B:If i brought everyoe's suffering with me i could make her happy too cause noone need's to suffer anymore... If i stayed at the moon with her she would feel sad.

A:Why?
B:i wouldnt have lived for long on the moon...

A smiled to B and B smiled back...

2007-05-19T13:47:00.000+08:00

Finally finished watching The Wealthy Family, ending was touching. A war between the son and the father but the sons doesnt hold a grudge and still told his father that he was the one that revolved around his life. He ended up suiciding as his dreams were all destroyed. Humans do supid things to hurt themselves but that's how they learn. When someone has a dream, they would live to their fullest and feel the void in them, the fire will start to burn and never stop. When the dream is shattered the light in them would seem to be dimmed and the fire in their hearrts would soon disappear giving them no reason to live on... quoted from the movie...

2007-05-19T01:07:00.000+08:00

Breathing heavily* eyes closing* body suddenly stops moving* Still thinking*
So so very tired. This friday wasnt like other fridays i came back home directly after school. There was nothing better then coming back home having a nice bath and relaxing. For the past 2 days i have been sleeping in lessons, couldnt control even if i tried very hard. I love my jacket and my bag even if its abit too big hmm... :P Didn't do anything much that is exciting other than jumping down one flight of stairs which i didnt know where i got the guts to do that. Must be because i was thinking of something and didnt bother to notice the number of flight of stairs. Felt like i wasnt scared but was willing to do it for some reason haha.
Watched finish a japanese drama "The innocent Witch" teacher and student falls in love and big trouble and mess up here and there. Enjoy japanese drama cause its short and more direct not so draggy. Continued with a new drama that i bought, The Wealthy Family left with 3 episodes maybe gonna watch through out the night then slp the whole of tmr. Singapore panda got see b4 is over here. Downloaded pirates of the carribean music and listen to them alot cause will make u feel high >< especially while playing game. Hardly play games recently. Busy with work, school and brain being too messy to think.
After that lost on the last friday i thought alot over the things i do in my life. Then recently my friend triggered the dream that i once had inside me which was competitive gaming. I will go nuts if that part of myself was triggered, i will feel the lust to play with better players. So a few more topics adding into my head these few days and i skipped my dinner in KouFu which i never would but i didnt quite felt like eating. Today long day but i didnt go for morning lessons.
8.30am alarm ring, yawn, off it and went back to sleep. 8.40 rang juz offed it again. 9 oclock, hmm... my bed seems very comfortable how about lying for and hour or more. Then never go to morning lessons...

2007-05-13T15:01:00.001+08:00

13 where are you...

Yeah again like every friday night i stay out late at night. Lost a dota match. Sort of ashamed of myself with that match. It only brought our a question to me whether i wanted to go back to the competitive level or not.
After that,went out to chat with a friend from 11++ till 3.45. Haha havent had such a nice long chat since ages or aeons. Yeah he brought up to me what is a true friend and what is a normal friend is. We both have our problems and it was nice talking for the whole night.

Finding number 13...

2007-05-10T22:07:00.000+08:00

Wednesday had make up lesson so we were released at 5pm. After that Aaron, jeremy and i went to bugis. Actually we were suppose to go to takashimaya to buy Aaron's clothes but ended up going to bugis because i wanted to get a bag. In the end still went to buy a nike sports bag instead of the nike school bag. Bought a japanese drama dvd too. The Wealthy Family. Actor Takuya Kimura. Going to buy hero, good luck and if possible pride ice. Been sick this summer, now its summer time, its hot hot hot.
After buying my bag the rest of the went home and we didnt follow Aaron to buy his stuff which made him sad and he threantened us today in aim lesson haha. My cousin called me while i was in the train and instead of going home, we went to a japanes restaurant in plaza singapure to eat our dinner. He treated me! The food was not bad i had tofu beef i think and he ordered some sushi for us to go with. It was around 10 when i reached home...
Today at my last lesson the one and only class i can think of is customer haha.

2007-05-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

Every friday night i go out till very late at night. Last week i went to lan and played against an organised team. So its 5 friends vs 5 friends. My friend overheard our opponents saying : "Lets do this fast, we can take them down in 20minutes." while he was smoking outside. He came in but didn't told us about it till we were out. In the end, we took them down in 30mins or more i think. I am just suprised i got back my touch within a few clicking after not playing dota for quite a long while. After that i went to bugis to find my cousin. Fusion 2 its the name of the place where we played pool. Cool place but very expensive. Facilities are good there are 2 stories but i didn't go up. After that ate dinner/supper with my cousin at and indian coffee shop. Milo dinosaur was $3.00 O.O we saw the price after finishing our order, treated him the meal. Took the night rider home, the wait for the bus was long. Slept over at his place cause too tired to go back home.

Saturday actually the day where i took my off was cancelled due to one of my collegues wanted to go back to send her daughter off at the airport. Worked on Sunday at 12.30, got sick all of a sudden dont really know why, the weather is kind of hot recently. Couldnt sleep till 4am++ and woke up for work again, now feeling better as i typed. Heehee... first time betting soccer wonder if i would win tonight's match or not. buy $5 if win get $80... $.$ that's what you got to do when you are 18 man bet not smoke ><

Recently went to my friends house after work and played with the guitar, didn't wanted to go home till my mum called and my guild member smsed me to go back for war. Got a guitar from my cousin a classical and ancient i think. The only thing is i got to send it for repair so its like having food and you cant eat it. Make me gian only. When i was at my cousin's house he played utah no taiyou but he got abit dusty in his guitar skills...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BjMiDZIY1bM
interesting video and music i think its cute lol

Now good luck for me and see if i win tonight's match! ^^

After eating a packet of chicken cutlet noodles my stomach is still grumbling so hopping off for maggie mee O.O

2007-05-06T17:30:00.000+08:00

Zoom In

It'suppose to have Aki[S]Te3L*[Z] on it but cannot see

fast but not nice modification at work

2007-05-03T19:09:00.000+08:00

Spidey the last in town
Spiderman, spiderman, friendly neighbourhood spiderman, spins a web catch a fly do anything a spider can... Finally the show we've been waiting for since 2004, they say he have 3 enemies they say he turns black. They never told us the ending would be touching and made robin's tears fill his eyes. Yesterday, went to watch spidey3 at The Cathay in dhoby gaut. School done over bla... then we went to dhoby gaut to eat bitter gourd. o.O

me,robin,desmond,eng hua,zhi hui,jess,yi ling,li ting,trixy,daniel and jason went to plaza singapura in the morning to grab our lunch. It was actually i choice between bk and yoshinoya and then after doing abit of shopping, which i decided to get a spiderman3 shirt. It ended up with long john silver (short peter gold) and yoshinoya. As i flipped the coin before going to shopping i got heads which means i go yoshinoya. Went to eat chicken teriyaki. Then everyone was sitting down with a student meal while me xtra with a chicken teriyaki. Then trixy say i am rich boy. O.o all my friends know i am poor boy i just like to eat good food. Today at home i checked my getalife card and it says one free drink for any meal... Eeek. Dont say i rich boy i will hai xiu.

After lunch went to watch spidey. Jess disappeared dont know why. One thing about the movie it was abit different from the cartoon. Alot of things happened in the 2 and a 1/2 hr show. It was kind of packed and squeezed. Be sure to see quite a lot of fights and MJ screaming like the actress in King Kong. Trixy went to toilet in the middle of the movie and was lucky to catch spiderman swinging out lol. Finished the movie and everyone went their own ways. I wanted to go shopping for my jacket heehee.... in the end robin and desmond accompanied me to walk the whole plaza singapura and then went back to the cathay, addidas shop. We saw our supervisor jason who worked with us in the addidas sales. Alot of nice jackets i agree but you can see alot of people wearing them so its my last resort to getting it from addidas i was hoping it wasnt even my resort at all. We walked downstairs to get a bite a bento bite. There it was the holy shop Instant Karma. I must have did alot of good stuff and my jacket was found. It took alot of time to decide whether i wanted to buy it, we ate went back and in the end i bought it. I got a ring from 77th street so did Desmond. Robin tempted to buy the dog tag however resisted.

Now i have a new jacket, ring, T-shirt and wallet. This blog needs some pictures real bad i think. Want to see the cool Khor Ying Zheng aka AkiSTe3LZ? >< mayb soon. Now need a new pair of pants, mp3 of any kind and a bag, actually wanted to get a nike bag but see so many on the streets and in school so... nah.

2007-05-02T00:43:00.000+08:00

Tiring future, Happy past
So tired, these few days go out with friends. Enjoyed the friday and now i am having a rather long but tiring weekend. Had off on saturday so went out with my friends to bugis in search of the items that i want to buy. A new bag and a jacket which has the same design as jap guy's student uniform(this one is very hard to find) till now still in search even if cost 100 Maybe will get haha. The bag not sure whether sling or bag pack have to go walk around in search of nice ones. Actually had an eye on one but still not sure whether its my type. Walked around bugis and couldn't find the jacket i wanted. I have summoned all my minions to look all over singapore for it but to no avail... just joking. Maroon 5 is back with nicer songs haha going to get the cd.

Went to bugis to spectate Tekken tournament saw many great fights there. Somehow my fire of being competitive has been relite and now i am finding something to compete in but not sure what. Now no goals nor dreams to chase still in search of them. Saw hip hop seemed fun and nice but everything needs time and that is something i may or may not have. At night spent my time at my friend's house playing mahjong before that had dinner at home curry chicken. I think my parents abit crazy 1 week cook 2 times curry chicken. Haha but its still my favourite dish. We mahjong our way till 4pm and went the 24hr macdonald at admiralty. Wonder how shag i was. Could still continue talking about dota and stuff haha... Went home and drop dead without bathing. Alarm clock rang and bang. Back to work. So very the tired seh.

Oh Uncle Ringo Fun Fair is in woodlands cool. Brings me back to one of my glorious days. I was around primary school. Primary 6 to be exact. I remember everywhere i go i would be worried cause the PSLE is coming. It was only June at that time. Everytime i went out to have fun i would have those worried feelings about my coming exams or my exam results. Hate that feeling. So we went in the fun fair. So many things to play so many things to do. Happened to stop by at a soccer booth. At that time soccer was my number one sport so i couldn't have missed out on anything that was related to soccer whenever i see it. So here we were a few adults or teenagers i remembered they were surely older than my and my younger brother. They went up and start kicking the ball which was suppose to knock down the board. The board was made of wood i guess and there was a soccer player painted on it, also the shape of the soccer player. The people went up there and complained and said that the people were cheating as no matter how hard they kicked the ball and when it hit the board didnt seemed to fall. Lazy to explain... So i went up there wearing a bossini black shirt haha still remembered. Shot the 1st ball, bang... ... ... suddenly there was a loud roar from the crowd behind me. Standing on the stage haha i turned back did a salute post and start hopping. Knocked down the 2nd time but failed on the 3rd attempt. Got a dino soft toy and gave it to my cousin. Same thing happened to my brother. Whatever i did he could do haha. Leo always so competitive eek >< So both of us were very happy and my happiness made me forget how worried i am.

Now when i went in to the fun fair the soccer booth was not there. But the rollercoaster and some other games were still there. Recalling my past made me smile everytime. Like the 1st time i joined a dota competition with a team i practiced with we won a team name royal at our first match. Everytime i see or hear the word royal i would simply laugh or smile at the good times i had with my friends. Recently met up with a primary 5 friend whom i lost contact of. Made me happy too. But working, studying and playing is tiring sometimes i feel like just not going to work but i cant do that haha...

2007-04-28T01:30:00.000+08:00

Friday, Last Train
Friday, the worst day of all the days in the week. How slow can my friday be. When the clock was at 12 i felt like sleeping. At 2 i was having thoughts of truant. At 6 i was about to eat in Food Juction for the last day and got crappy food and added mac spicy meal to my dinner. While eating at macdonald my friend daniel introduce me to a friend who is in year one called daniel. So i now have 3 daniels that i know and how the hell am i suppose to store those numbers. Got my means anyway. In the end i came out with something stupid. "Stealth Mode"... Soon Tong got it most of the time and i was damn bo liaoz nothing better to do in class.

Composition paragraph two... My friends and i went 2 eat dinner. Actually is my friends only not me. After that we went to the arcade. I played tekken with daniel and was warming him up for saturday's tourney. I didn't join or wasn't actually called to join with them cause i was handling more computer games than arcade games... "Omg you so no life" this is what eugenia would say and then repeating no life again and again. After that we play spot the difference in the pictures. The fastest found the difference was less than 15 sec cause we had 5 ppl spoting 5 differences and one shot. We kept shouting at each other when they spotted differences on the female pictures haha... in the end one of our friend pointed at the spot and didn't press the screen made all of us laugh. In the end yea we managed to complete it after 4 tries but didn't break the high score. All of us went "Chayyy...." then walked away. Daytona smashing each others cars against the walls instead of racing. Then we headed for pool won abit lost abit talked nonsense alot. After that we had abit of financial problems haha.. thinking that there wasnt any train we continue talking and didn't rush to the MRT station. It wasnt long till we started sprinting towards the MRT station after daniel said hey today friday hor... When we reached, there were 2 mins left. Jian Lun who bought an MRT card stand there and looked at me while i was inside. After that i ran to him and passed him some coins. MRT going chee cheng eek, me and jian lun started to sprint again up the escalator and when we were up the train door opened... while daniel and wei jun were up stairs waiting for us we entered the train and phew... we got lucky how about lucky friday.

This weeks funny. Scared my er jiu by telling him we earned 104.5 instead of 1024.5. He reacted with chou ji dan ni he ying zheng pian wo ("smelly egg you and ying zheng bluff me. My collegue laughed her way to marsiling MRT station.
number 2, i walked from the shop entrance to the side of my collegue and when i said oi she was nearly an inch in the air. Got hit on the back however by her.
3, Trixy's blog showing nana3 made me laugh infront of my com the moment i saw it.
4, Jian lun being called hum zi-potato by jia hui.
5, stealth mode with soon tong

2007-04-22T14:39:00.000+08:00

School 1st Week
The first time you got a computer game all for yourself how does it feels like? Exciting? Fun? Cool! 1st Time playing such a nice game infact first time playing a computer game which has more colours than pacman. Soon you gather those who are close to you to play with you and that is when the real fun starts.

It was my elder brothers streaming. It was coming for him. I found new games and whenever i find new things i would really love to share them with the people around me. I like sharing everything around me. It feels great everytime you play with others. I would rather share my joy with others than to pull them in with my sorrows. That was how i felt when i was young. We played the aeroplane game and wolfenstein. Those 2 games are kind of the popular games at that time i guess... We all had abit of fun playing and always sneaked out to our computer room early in the morning just to play.

I think i am going to die of high cholestroel... Just joking. Been eating eggs more and more everyday. Trying to make it a daily routine to eat at least 5 egg whites a day. Been storing everything till saturday where i pump them all up. Grown from 57kg to 61kg. Now working out for arm muscles then body. 2 months more haha. First week of school i interacted with all my classmates and wasnt so emo all alone haha. First lesson sit beside jessica then the next day late again also sit beside her on the first lesson haha. Catching up with all my classmates. Sadly we didnt go out in the holidays. Come to think about it noone in my poly class celebrated my birthday with me haha. New teachers new faces. Cool man one of our module was to play a game haha. I finally get credits for playing ^^. Everyone is still the same not much changes at least not significant. Friday has been rather long for me. When it is past 8 oclock the school seems deserted and abit creepy the corridors are all empty and there is noone and nothing around. I could not go in to block M at first as the doors needed admin card to gain access and mine couldnt work. In the end i got in in a rather long way. Went to see how much a psp cost and looked at the new ang mo kio hub. It was kind of not bad looked like vivo city but smaller i think. Cant wait for the cathay to open there. Hopefully i could watch my first movie in that cinema with my poly friends ^^

Studying at the same time working. 5 dollars an hour still not bad. The next thing i want to buy is a psp. Quite expensive though. I can put all my salary in it and start begging for money from my mother everyday or i can slowly save up which i may need an mp3 cause travelling is getting boring lately. Working out to gain more muscles and lets see what happens after my countdown in the msn...

2007-04-19T00:26:00.000+08:00

Challet ends School comes

The days where the computer was still operating on MS DOS instead of windows. Black screen with white words. Every letter you type instantly appears on the screen without delay. All you can see are words and more words. One day something happened and it was a miracle. Games started to appear after typing words in it...

Haha i started playing the computer at around four or five years old... i couldn't remember. I found games inside the computer with MS DOS... haha. Look at me now studying and using the computer in school and at home. I found an aeroplane game which could be found in the arcade and wolfenstein which was very fun. We played and kept it a secret from my parents not sure why though. My brother sat beside me and scratched his leg cause it was itchy one day and when my mother came in i think she started to shout cause there was blood all over his feet. His wound was however small though. Those tiny wound where u scratch and blood starts oozing out unless you did something to it.

Day2 of our challet. When i woke up i saw a group of my friends awake and others playing PS2. It was the best sleeps in the challet i ever had. Not bad though noone woke me up for breakfast and everyone was still in the challet. We each took our turns to bath and then headed for breakfast/lunch. Had mac spicy, not sure why but i crave for it every now and then after having my first bite of it somewhere around this year? *abit sua gu. 2 of my other friends took burger from subway, one ate very fast while the other ate sneakily, everytime i staff walks pass she would pause and look around... Went back and saw our friend in a mess, he had a drop too many haha. Cleared up everything and let him sleep. It took a while before we carried on with our usual activities. Started of by watching TV, i ended up sleeping on the comfortable bed i was curling up cause there was not enough space. When i woke up everyone started to move around and off the bed and before i knew it i was BBQing again. This time we had to finish all the food. Started cooking, we tried marinated chicken with chilly it tasted like or even better (quoted from friend ><) then the one in pizza hut the drumlets. I was so happy in the end when all the food was cooked finish and everyone ate it all up. While i was cooking, some of my friends would try to steal my thong cause they wanted me to eat and stopped cooking but little did they know i was cooking and eating so yeah i had abit more chicken wings than them :P. Ended up playing murderer at night and our friend woke up and played along with us though he was extremly hungry and all we could cook for him was cup noodles. Murderer one of the game i used to not play cause i was shy and dared not look and girls in the eyes, but now hey i am improving at least i look at people and talk to them instead of facing my back of looking at else where. ^^ So we had a happy time crapping and playing murdere. Soon all of them fell asleep and some of us stayed up at macdonald. I am not sure why but i tried to draw money when my account was left with 30 and i could only draw 20.

The first week of school and i am already broke. Spent most of my money in enjoying my life haha... Played socced once in the holidays it was quite fun and my old me came back to life again, dribbling around the court like noone's business but i still get tackled. Scored hat trick made me even happier that day and best of all get to see my secondary school friends and again crack jokes and talking about each other. Sometimes i miss the old days sometimes i dont...

2007-04-17T00:39:00.000+08:00

Finally a challet

A couple of years after you grow up you begin to know the year and the date... that's when u keep track of time that's when you start noticing things around you. Clearer more visible... You can see what is outside your house by taking tiny steps outside your door... The first year i remembered seeing first was 1995...

I got to touch the computer when i was 3. You know those big floppy disc that looks so cool on a very old computer. I started searching one by one seeing if there were games in any of them. Sadly i only see what's written on it and did not know what is in it... It was a bright and shining morning as usual i was being sent to kindergarden by my dad who drives a dark blue toyota car. When i reached school, the teacher told me there wasnt any school as the other children were going to go to the zoo and i wasnt... when i turned back, the dark blue toyota disappeared. I didnt know how or why i just started walking back home. Not clear of how i did it now, guess my house was just a few blocks away from my kindergarden. I started to back track and rely on my memory. While taking a lift a friendly aunty asked me what floor, i was able to reach the number i guess and pressed it. Walking down the stairs and back home, i pressed the door bell and my mum opened the door. She stood there shocked for a moment and brought me in...

Haha spent abit too much on my first pay buying command and conquer3 collector's edition and a bit of upgrading to my computer... haha... Recently work has been more fun for me. My colleges are very friendly. She is 30 and i am 18 if you start counting we are 12 years apart we are both snakes lol... In fact i scare her most of the time sneaking around the small shop cause i was too bored and she would start turning fierce and i would get ready to run haha...
Went out to the challet with my friends before school started, the first day we went into the challet all of us got a cup of noodles and started cooking. It was our 1st meal in the challet, it tasted not so great as i had 2 packets of noodles in my friends house before eating the cup ones. The first day was packed with guys till it was dark. Haha... liking to BBQ and being the chef, i started to cook but before that, i let my friend make the fire... he makes good fire, sometimes too big till i have to look after the food very very carefully... chicken wings up, bbq fish with samba, hotdogs sweet ones and normal ones. They were gone after they were cooked, *feeling hungry now* it was so fast... luckily i grabbed a few before beggining to cook the rest. So i was sort of cooking every night there were bbqs so main chef = me i love cooking. After eating our dinner, we went back into the challet. It was time to sleep, actually none of us wanted to taun at all haha... i grabbed my place on a bed knowing there would be none if i was too slow keke... We ended up playing resident evil 4 in the middle of the night. All the lights were offed. The atmosphere was there I volunteered to go 1st as i played 1 and 2 before. Everyone got freaked out everytime the character got stabbed and they went... Ahhhh... Eeeewww... Yikes.... Everyone Wowed when there were new items found. A friend of mine keep shouting whenever he saw a box. It was so fun even though it was a one player game everyone was so into it. When our character died we would change player so eventually most of the guys played while the girls watched and quite amazingly everyone was paying attention. Until everything begin to become bored when most of the things were kind of repeated and soon one by one we fell asleep it was around 4am in the morning...

Been playing command and conquer 3 ever since i got it and playing Guild Wars player vs player Guild vs Guild. Tired over the 3days 2night challet and got a really bad headache at the last day when i went home to sleep for 2hrs and woke up for work... My work start at 4.30 and i am a slacker but it feels easy working there got a few mei nus to see :P

2007-03-27T13:19:00.000+08:00

The Beggining of The End

It started on 13th March 1989, that was when i baby was born into the world... he who knows nothing about the world... he grew up a few years later and begin to understand everything...

When i was 2 years old, i began to notice the world around me. I was afraid of almost everything. Though i rememberd how nice baby food was and how milk tasted so awful... i always remembered being caged up in wood and when people came i would be afraid and shy away from them, either sticking with my siblings or to my parents. I was lucky to have 4 siblings, it really helped me out. Loneliness was never in my mind at all as there would always be my brothers and sister around me...

Today i write this blog so i would not forget my pass. As soon as i turned 13 things started to turn bad, but i coped with it. However, i tend to forget everything of my past slowly and i can hardly recall them. I've become different, cold, blinded and deafened by emotions which flow through so quickly.... Its time to get myself back....

I've taken the responsibility to feed myself and earned my own money after listening to my parents complain about money... maybe i myself would do that when i am some one else's old man. Anyway didn't like to hear them complain so i just work for my hard earned money and spend them on my own free will... currently having worries about my own money than my studies, passed all my subjects with 1D. Guess, gotta do something about all those grades... Now leading my own life, sort of... Catched 2 movies in a day with my cousin, it seems normal for him but weird for me, pathfinder and teenage mutant ninja turtle "it look's like ur mom dude" "well that makes it your mum too". One full of animation the other full of blood and gore. TMNT saves the world along with a guy who has immortality and wants to be free of it. Pathfinder, a man abandoned by his own kind in north america and now fighting for the villagers there against his own kind. Having a hard time looking around the screen, think my observation skills are dertiorating... Watched alot of japanese shows, midnightsun, song to the sun, one litre of tears, Umizaru 1 & 2 the drama still watching... Engine, is nice as well like all japanese drama... inspirational. Manga as well always inspirational watching and downloading some on torrent havent got time to download drama though rather buy them and keep em instead.

Spent most of the time working and gaming instead of exercising thought sports > gaming but aint noone to play sports with now... Going to find all my friends for more sports activities....

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