I was there waiting for you at 7:45 PM~Dreams-)
Its been a long time since i have last been here to write. Nov 1st the last day of Halloween and i just came back from playing soccer. Today's soccer session was one of the most fun amongst the rest. Why?! cause i volunteered to be the goal keeper, actually i volunteered to do goal keeping most of the time cause noone wants to be or dont know how to be... Actually i also dont really know how be haha... But i sort of played before as one last time so sort of got the hang of it. The worst thing is u need the courage to look at a fast incoming ball and not be scared of it.
Today, played with my usual clique and there were some ppl around there so we played with them. I went in to play as a goal keeper and not really sure why, but, today my instincts took over and i went to save most of the fast balls. My reaction became so fast that i didnt really realised. I was kind of shock haha and continued to goal keep for nearly every game. We won almost all the matches. The match point was 2 goals.
Recently in my life all i have been doing was playing WOW. Made a come back to WOW. I stopped for a while cause leveling was hard and i think i ended up grinding in the game like just killing monsters for exp and lvl which got me really sick. You are suppose to do quests and gain more exp and lvl from them. So in my come back, i leveled so fast i think i started from last week friday? On my first day i went up 13 levels... SHOCK haha...
My dream i guess i want to sign on for NS and save people. Recently watched a few really nice dramas which inspire me to go achieve my goals. I didnt really think about what i wanted to be last time or when i was young. Remember when you are at primary school when the teacher asked: " who wants to be a teacher when you grow up?" And everyone raised their hands... After that my teacher said:" not all of you would want to be a teacher when you grow up." Yea its true. Now i know what i want and that's being in the civil defence. Saving people's lives, but actually you dont save their lives. You just lengthen their lives on earth. Be it one hour 2 hour it might have been the most important time for that person.
The flame stud on my left ear is to remind me the flame of passion. To try to do everything i like and work hard. To give warmth to those around me, helping them in everyway i can. That's why its a flame and not a diamond(like everyone else).
Recently my past keeps coming back to me. The bad and sad ones. Mistakes that happened which i might have prevented. Or some which made me think whether i am who i am now... But i always tell myself you can only live life once so try everything being wrong or right and dont live in the past. People only like me for who i am now although they may see my past but i wont live in those dark times, not really that bad though but everyone have those times. So live life and dont get left behind.
LIVE YOUR DEAM AND FLOURISH!
THE DREADFUL PAST.
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THANK YOUs.
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