I was there waiting for you at 11:03 AM
I took a power nap before goin to study. Sadly while studying i tried every method to memorise the stuff in my brain. Im not sure why but i can seem to memorise a single shit.... Not A Single SHhhhHHhiiiiTtTTT.... i only slept for like 1hr 15mns?for im not sure how long but my brain isnt working right. Although when i was studying my brain didnt told me to play games, but it could hardly remember things too... OMG my brain is evolving, save me... I keep having dreams while i was sleeping. Is it because of all the studyin? Im not sure but i had this weird dream where i was at dark place but u could see the floor. And my dad was burning stuff like for the dead or sth like that and im not sure why and he did some small ritual... O.O
Everytime i woke up, i would feel the strain in my neck. Im not sure why it happens but all the dreams i had i forced myself to wake up from them though they are not a nightmare... Weird... Now i cant think right... hmm...
Anyway ended up watching some clips on youtube, kind of meaningful they talk about relationships and and self validation. Yea in a relationship everyone needs a connection like hobbies, games, business so they would talk to each other. But what makes a relationship strong is the willingness to help the other person and at your side sacrifice something be it time or money just anything. Thats when you know you've got a great friend. In self-validation they talk about character of people. We make our own character we dont grow and have a character. Normally who we are are not always the path we take by ourselves and actually a path paved by others like your friends or family. When you walked a long way thru the path you've finally found out that you dont like it. So try to do the things you want and be the person you choose to be so you wont regret, cause you are the only one who knows who you are. Where other people who give you suggestions well then dont really care about who you are they just think its wrong...
Brainless player ShiSanYao
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